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31/12/2009 (Day 3.365) - The End
But there are always some lunatics about. It would be a dull world without them.
Sherlock Holmes – ‘The Three Garridebs’

There’s a lot of description today, so I’d get a cup of tea or something before you start.

Are you sitting comfortably? Then I shall begin ….

The thing is, I had all kinds of good intentions about today. The end of Year 3 of my 365 Days. A big day. Time to do something special. I had considered a shot showcasing all of the props I’ve used in the last three years. Then I thought that I’d adopt the alternative approach, and just do a simple self-portrait and allow the text under it to speak for me.

What I’ve ended up doing is something silly and just a little bit disturbing. And, in some ways, that seems the best way to finish the year, because it’s what I’ve spent a lot of the rest of it doing. I was inspired by today’s group picks for The Rogue Players (Awkward Posing) and FGR (Evildog tribute). The former is obvious. The latter is covered in that I’m copycatting this shot – if a dog can do it (even with Photoshop) so can I. The ‘bubblegum’ is a balloon, but the hair’s all mine. The shot I’m copycatting is very much a Flickr cliché, and we all love clichés. There’s still so many I haven’t done yet, either.

And the title? Well, this is it. The End. After three years, and 1096 pictures, I have decided to stop my 365 Days project. I like to think I’m quitting whilst I’m ahead. Inspiration is waning, but I hope I’m still managing to produce some good pictures. I hope that I’m making people laugh. Or at least smile. Or, perhaps, beg to be taken to pictures of kittens. Sometime I hope I’m making people think. However I know that I can’t keep up the standard for another year, and I don’t want to start something I can’t finish in a satisfactory manner. Maybe I’ll find another project to occupy my time and provide work for my camera, or maybe I’ll take more of a break and just post random things from time to time. I don’t know. At the moment I have soldiers that need painting and plenty of real work to be getting on with, and I should really devote my daily self-portrait time to those things instead.

The biggest thing that’s got me through the last three years is YOU. The comments, support and inspiration from other Flickr members have reminded me that the thing was worth doing on a regular basis, and I have appreciated them all. I’m not much of a contact myself, though, for which I apologise. Perhaps with more time I’ll spend less time updating my own stream, and more time visiting yours. But I’m basically very lazy, so I wouldn’t count on it. I do try. Really.

On to the year itself. This was our first full year in Australia, and I hope that the pictures have reflected a little of what it’s been like to set up life in a new country. In the past twelve months we’ve set up a new IT training business, moved house (reluctantly), suffered a family bereavement and drunk a lot of coffee. I’ve managed to find a local gaming group and help stimulate it back into regular activity, and have begun to involve myself in the local transgender scene. I’ve worn sunglasses, frocks, bunny ears, a warthog, a tiara, masks, hats and (far to frequently for some) nothing at all. Lego, Sherlock Holmes and Godzilla have made regular appearences, and I didn’t let a couple of significant Charles Darwin anniversaries pass un-noticed either. I’ve consumed pies, chocolate, pea soup, tea and more coffee. I haven’t had a haircut all year. More than this, I have learned to be comfortable with who I am. My wife Catherine is probably my most frequent guest-star, and I must thank her for agreeing to do silly things for me, and for putting up with the siller things that I’ve done. Both of my children have also appeared this year, although generally they’ve had the sense to steer clear. Otherwise guest stars have been few and far between - one of our customers agreed to be in one picture, and our friendly neighbourhood cafe owner reluctantly appeared in another. My niece is in a third, and there’s a couple of my wargames associates too. The lovely Eve appeared by proxy.You’ll note that I’ve not provided links to any of these things; it’s a pathetic attempt to get you to trawl the set looking for them.

As before, here are the geographical extremes for this year’s set. All pictures were taken in Australia and, with a couple of exceptions, within New South Wales:

Most Northerly - Day 3.197 (Katoomba)
Most Southerly - Day 3.289 - (Bateman’s Bay)
Most Easterly - Day 3.38 (La Perouse)
Most Westerly - Day 3.52 (Canberra)

And here are the popularity stats. I have excluded Days 3.91 and 3.198, as they were part of group efforts to seduce the Magic Donkey, so their stats were artificially enhanced.

Most Views - Day 3.101
Most Comments - Day 3.261
Most Favourites - Day 3.261
Most Interesting - Day 3.86

At the time of writing 34 of this year’s pictures have made Explore. A few are still there.

Some personal favourites:

My favourite for the year: Day 3.150 - Rachel getting ready to go out

Day 3.56 - A glorious, unrestrained, moment.
Day 3.87 - An ‘inspired by’ shot which became the featured picture for this year’s set.
Day 3.94 - A rare case of a shot that came out pretty much how I planned it in my head
Day 3.102 - A tribute to my best friend
Day 3.108 - Grease!
Day 3.177 - When mucking about on Photoplus pays off
Day 3.199 - Basically just me.
Day 3.266 - The strangest event of the year.
Day 3.310 - And, finally, the big cover-up

Since I’m finishing up, perhaps an overview of the three years is in order. You can see Year 1 here and this is Year 2.

And here are the 100 Most Interesting pictures across the whole three years. The third year makes up nearly 50% of the total. Sometimes it surprises me what’s made it into that set.

At the other end of the scale is this set, showing my 20 Least Interesting self-portraits.

As you can imagine I have taken thousands of pictures in order to get the few gems that you’ll find in those three sets. Sometimes there are choices to be made as to which picture to use for a particular day, which leads me on to the 365 Rejects set - the pictures that almost made it. There’s actually one or two good shots in there.

OK. I’ve gone on enough. It only remains for me to do what I’ve done on all the other pictures for this year – a year ago today I was celebrating 366 Days.

Have you read this far? Well done!

"One day I shall come back. Yes, I shall come back. Until then, there must be no regrets, no tears, no anxieties. Just go forward in all your beliefs, and prove to me that I am not mistaken in mine"
The Doctor, saying goodbye - ‘The Dalek Invasion Of Earth’.
Image by Kaptain Kobold

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28 Comments

hahaha! Awesome way to go out, buuuuddy. =)

Don’t forget to add this to sheenacv’s Day 365 group.


You rock! Congrats on your incredible journey. I am ending year 2 and will not be doing a year 3…I’ll still play FGR but the daily pic will not be mandatory for me anymore! I love your pics! Hope you continue to play!


loved ‘meeting’ you throughout this year and hope to see more pictures in the future. congrats on finishing your Year 3!


Three years and you never bored me once. Every day was another view into your wild, weird, and FUN world. Now don’t be a stranger.


Maybe a few little tears. I have always enjoyed seeing your shots, Kaptain, and I hope you won’t be totally scarce ’round FGR and TRP parts. I love your favourite photo of the year too. Congrats on year 3 - AMAZING!


I’ll have to come back - it’s late here (but I’ve got all weekend to browse about :).


ok sir what does it say about me that i went to look at the least interesting set first? is this my inner need to make the world a better place?

congrats on getting so far. you have made a fantastic job and made me both smile and laugh :)


Congratulations on finishing. I’ll miss seeing what’s going on in your world!


You almost have enough hair for the Princess Leia look now. (You’d need to add in hair-pieces and spread your own hair over them - like they do for many things.)

Will it mostly be critters and figures and found faces from now on?


Bet there aren’t many that have made it to 3 years, especially with such variety. That’s commitment. Your imagination and fearless sense of play have made us laugh, think, and look again. You’ve taken us on a journey - across continents and wardrobes ; )

You must keep posting the odd sp (take that how you will!). I may have a dysfunctional on-off relationship with Flickr, but I selfishly want to see you when I am here. And godzilla. And KK saving the world. And the killer bunny. And that silver dress (especially in duet with Catherine). And all your other characters. And lovely simple B&W portraits. Not so much the spiders.

Don’t make me miss you x


Guffaw…. great cliché shot.
Has been tremendous fun following you…. both for the photos as well as the insights into a different lifestyle


this is adorable!


What a great three years it was


Fantastic final image…

Congratulations for finishing the project….AGAIN

Seen in 365 Days 2009 (Self Portraits - closed to new members)


congrats! it’s the end of an era! Yours was one of the first 365 projects I started following and at times your commitment inspired me to keep going and complete mine…. 1 year was enough for me.. 3 is a real achievement! I bet it’ll take some adjusting…

Awesome stuff!

It’s now the New Year for you… all the best for this being a great one!! :)


Seen in my contacts’ photos. (?)


Hahahaha, I totally thought that was a condom.


Seen in a discussion of the group "The Rogue Players - January List Now Open!" (?)


Happy New Year, Kaptain K!


congratulations!! Happy new year!!


Wow! You are a 365 superstar!! Congratulations on all those days!!
Fun way to end, you have a fantastic New Year! :)


Congrats on Year 3! Enjoy the break from HAVING to do a shot - and make sure you still post plenty! How’s 2010 so far?


: Thanks. I’ve aded it to the other two pictures I have there :-)

: I shal;l still be checking FGR and TRP; I have a day in January for both of them, so ought to make an effort to take part at least then. Of course, I don’t have to do them as self-portraits any more :-)

: Thank you.

: I’m glad I kept you entertained. And I shall still be around - I already have a pile of pictures from last night’s fireworks to sort out and upload.

: I hope to stay around as much as real life permits.

: Thank you - enjoy your browse.

: I’ll try and keep you updated - just not as regulalry :-)

: Funnily enough Sydney pride is having a sci-fi theme this year, so I could try Princess Leia (if I go). But perhaps not in The Bikini; that would be gross :-)

: Thanks Eve. I’ll make sure I upload the odd self-portrait just for you. For the record I miss your regular updates :-)

Thank you. I hope I have managed to give an insight into something that so many people misunderstand and fear.

: Thank you.

: Thanks. I’ve appreciated your support during that time as well.

: Thank you.

: I’m glad to be of help. It is a fairly easy project to do; it’s doing it and having fun that takes effort :-)

: That last shot was almost the one I used for the day, but out of context it did look far too rude even for me. Hence the mosaic.

: And a Happy New Year to you as well. To all of you in fact!
: Thank you.

: Thank you.

: Thank you. I think that’s the point now - I don’t have to take any pictures. It’s very liberating :-)


Congratulations - you’re always so inventive. So no year four - at the moment :-)

(I might get to catch you up!)


Love the use of the quote!

Congratulations on three years of good old narcissism!


Awww, I’m gonna miss you and your photos. They always make me smile, which is about the best thing you can say of a photo. Have fun being free of this project :)


I love it! :)

happy new year! ;)


I cant believe that’s it. I’m sure you will be posting often, you have made me laugh and think. And even though you say you are a bad contact (see I did read it all) you have commented and supported me through my 365 and I thank you.

A happy New Year to you and your wonderful family


You rock. I can’t believe that you’ve done 3 years. And even more - I can’t believe that you’re not going to be 365ing anymore - it’s going to be a bit odd without you. But I can understand the desire to finish off.

I’ve really enjoyed your photos - and I hope that you enjoy your free time from finishing the project!


what ever it may be ”””’ but your pic’s was soooo funny …….. it”make’s people laugh isnt..???


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